Drive me

I used to say I was on day 2 or maybe the other one depending on the way the night went 
You could feel the hope in the room 
Us boys have a way we do that when they see me it feels amazing like I show with smile as the boys walk in the door 
We are together this night no more dreaming alone 

All the fighting has worn the faces 
These men are not the ones with the shining faces they took women home and shared them I believe that was ten years ago this very night. 

Rainer was on his best behavior he held his eyes wide open his chin is up. Lavader sees a pale one on a old mans sweater she’s wearing one stars as they cross the threshold to the ladies pisser there’s no other bathroom in the world  lavader  would rather let a stranger look at him now he will not spend the night alone 

Jojo walks to the bar and scans his eyes over the mirror in front of him, a habit his grandad had because he needed to know what was behind him, his past has kept pace with him since he killed with that knife. Johnny simply could not get his cock back in his Levi’s as he fell out the truck, gmc 350 have 7 ft fall but he took it and was so happy he got laid again he smiled as he rushed in to find the men who had day of danger a night to let it loose and get some old friends laid by the lads in a semi public place. God bless the Raising men in a bar may be the spice of the most delicate dish served to a young man who needs something not produced on the tv or glued just as the bus to show the ones who take vacation what they need to buy after they nod and agree completely. 

No man is a man after he has felt pain and hears the stories of his soldiers who have been given a chance at living a weighted life. Billy has killed a man for strangling his momma she had screamed for him just before the end. He came running with snub nose that blew the mans brains out just as his mama exited her body and he lost all taste in his mouth. Johnny makes a joke as lavader rubs his head Jojo slides him the pistol always in his waistband as he knows the family of the strangler, they will plan a revenge maybe even this very night. Billy spent 8 years and they still can’t explain a man goes away for his mother dying as she stares into her sons eyes while another man smiles as the cigarette drips from the corner of his most corner Don’t go framing the tramp that you love about you as relic of the past. 
Take your emotions and forgive them because we all need to let it out. As I walked up to see you balling was the hardest thing to see I hope you don’t mind as I carry you away, in my arms. 

We we have met before a mutual friend outside the library, it was autumn  and right there I decided that if you fall I will be there to catch you. So when I seen you tumble I already dreamed of holding you this way. Now it’s gonna be dimmer and then share a half ounce of blow just outside the river access, hey did you know this is good blow got it in piers Rico it was cheap but the best in town and when we get married I’ll alwaya remember how you took my virgimity as I park my Nissan In this spot and look to the bank so I can be left to fish all alone.  You kept waving your naked ass like a cat my gear was hiding behind my Richard Pryor feeling. Don’t worry we will make a baby ar the cheap motel down the road as we come down oh Let’s show her how paranoid I am as I can’t feel my neck to face I realized the shape the gunmetal looking powder was a town our bus passed through briefly , now that’s a fickin great damn town. I know we came as a group but lost each other as we talked to total strangers about our days in high school. I could barely speak as I felt my adrenaline pimp me out and save my soul all I know is I’m headed to hide under the say bed and ask you to look out the blinds just so I can feel better about the fact I live and where is the girl I bright to the part y the I caught and that’s crazy I’m so at peace with things right now I forgot how much I loved her anyway but I’ll pencil a note on the sheet rock that will remind her it’s all good baby Rainer laughs as he lips the words I scribbled that say I o u a Roman birthday and he knew exactly what that means. He notes that he will go do some blow with some stranger who just shows up because billy Joel could be heard on the porch and that’s good shit and inviting 
This old house is a gay bar wiithout the gay folks a girl who just fell down the guy under the day bed isn’t asleep but so high he’s in jail and that’s a bro We all gotta feel the soeed bumps how the hell can we ever know to stop unless we see somebody get slowed down 

Euphoria and a trip to a trailer park felt like a euro pass in Atlanta PA and that makes sense to me 

How the hell we gonna know to stop unless we see somberly someone get slows down 

Life may seem like a Randy Newman song 
It is how the Beatles took to you 
I promise on the morning that rainy night will seem like a lifetime ago until that puddle sneaks up on you

Feeling so pail and not to mention out of aces as this is not your work time and who drives home on a Sunday morning anyway. 

Let’s turn around and go back inside 
How does BA sleep how can he sleep at all 

You will drink ipas until the feeling of the brew comes to pass and stirs you. 
Is anyone crazy enough to order prostitution services 
You said you never would but now it’s fine

You wake lavader and tell him that you used the dead soldiers money from the gas attack to get you boys through 

Jesus was crucified in LA up from Crenshaw on the F line 

Just time off and some brotherhood the saxophone screams as the old lady take a sunrise walk and Johnny thinks what if tbst knew what kind of way a war is driving men inside, he closes his eyes and pictures them saying those are our boys as they pass on bye