feelings

hey im destiny im a young writer I started this becuease I wanted to get my feelings out and let everything out u guys r welcome to leave comments or message me if u have questions well well first lets start with my mom she always says she don't want me and I am a mistake but I don't care and its whatever I hate that if im hurt my mom don't care she always says to leave her alone and she don't understand that I have feelings and im only 13 but it says im older on here cuz my age wasn't on here so yeah I just went thro a break up and it hurts a lot this guy hurt my 5 times and people tell me he is just playing with my heart he was my first love and it is hard to get over him im still trying today everytime I try and talk about him with my mom and im crying she will be like go away I don't wanna here it isn't a mother suppost to be there for there kids well my mom isn't my older sister is the one who takes care of me ever sice I was little my mom don't help around the house she does not cook my sister does my mom yells at me for everything I do something to try and make her happy she gets mad at me and she yells at me for never talking to her well I cant talk to her becuease she always yells a me so its hard to talk to her she gets jealous when I talk to my step dad or my sister becuease I never talk to her I just wish she would understand where im coming from but iof course she don't I don't even think she cares about me or loves me sometimes I just wish I would die already but then I think about my sister I don't wanna leave her but then sometimes I just don't think I belong here . I cut I went to the hospital 3 times for cutting I went one time for taking pills over the same guy that just broke my heart and then I went back to the hospital for cutting over my dad and mom and then I went back to the hospital for cutting again over the some guy and my mom I just wish people would understand me and actually talk to me and try and make me feel better but nobody cares about me </3
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