From Head to Toe

How it goes
If she is worth nothing start killing her from head to toe 
And when nobody knows 
I end up alone all by myself with only soldiers around me when they’ve gone too far 
They never realize 
Who I am
Who I could never become 
Because there were more important things than my own happiness or pleasure 

The hug from my royalty cat 
Who wakes me up when I’m dead at night 
The tasteful food and drinks what is the alternative for the touch of a man I’m waiting for 
The clothes that feels like heaven on my skin when I walk in that dress 
And the days goes fast if I wish them so 

So,

Where to go? 
Do you know where I am? 

Nadiya