Gone so fast

She came in to this world as fast as she went out on a sheet of cotton 
Body was numb to the reality of her being.
Tears run down her face like the day she took her first breath in to the world. 
She is everlasting being which eye can't see no more. She everlasting host of energy  that covers everyone she loved. 
She laid silent like her body was being trapped down with forces unseen. 
She breathed so hard like s fish pulled from the water of it surroundings. 
Body remained still to help escape the souls new shape.
Her hair remained the same as of  no changed  to life took place.  Life at that moment was not real anymore for her. 
It was more real to me then  I could ever imagine. To see with your eyes watching her drift away in one moment gone from my present and eyes to say goodbye to the one person that loved me the most. 
To grab on to what I seen as my mother and want the bad dream to float away like nightmares when the day comes back. 
But I didn't wake up from a nightmare I was more wake then my body could tell me.
I was more present then my mind wanted to take in. 
Gone so fast.