I don't even know

A dark rabbit hole 
a constant downward spiral
How can a bunny live here? 

As I fall deeper into the mists of my mind,I lose all sense of time

Weakness overcomes me, my tears fall downwards as a fall, as if gravity no longer exists. 

This darkness, I can't see! I'm blind! Nothing makes sense anymore. 

Demonic voices yell and call for me, I'm still falling. 

I'm helpless, I don't know why I'm here, just why? I was doing so well! But....just.....I don't know. 

The darkness is so consuming, I can't think! I can't see, I can't cope! 

I scream and scream but no one hears, I hate me, I hate everything I am. 

Blood, flows from my wrists, is this the end? I feel faint, lost, confused. I can finally see that devilish smile of my demons , consuming my every being. 

It feels warm and welcoming, but yet I struggle to subcome to the wishes of my demons. 

The blood drips slower as my vision fades. 

Finally, landing hard in this rabbit hole, there was nothing I could do. 

I was finished. I was over. I was..........happy.....