Key to happiness

Can I 
Trust you 
With all you do
Spending my nights with you 
A tale for two 
A bed for two 
But there’s only one here
In this memory we share 
Where I am here in this dimension 
Locked up with myself and The Thoughts 
That we are married with 
Is this a way to distract me from my real prince 
Or a real honest approach of a man falling in love? 
We crave for each others kiss but stay professional 
And in your fantasies you expose to me in my head we literally built a fantasy we can escape in 
Remember when, you were laying dead on the floor 
And I took the same position
And saw that you thought about me? 
All in blood 
All with a cut 
By a man who done the same thing to me too 
And has now a daughter 
I hope the worst happens to her and his family 
That’s my wish 
Medicine is there for the clean ones 
Those who can love life 
And want to help others
The existence of Human Kind 
And The Universe 
All in one touch 
When you only would touch me 
With me being all awake 
Where the ancient past wonders if I found a man 
And if what they see really happened or not 
Well, I don’t know my dear 
Only you have it in your hands 
I only know how you were in my bed one time 
But only could recall everything after I woke up
This hurts me to the bone 
While the kids monster stole The Arabia Stone 
I wonder who you are
I only expect the worst 
As my life is full of luck and not luck 
Keeping me alive is worth all the money of the world 
But they can’t buy me a little present or send me flowers 
Or buy my work 
To show that I could be loved 
No, I end up being pushed to appreciate the little things 
Life
Life
Life
And nature 
Love
Love
Love
And family 
Know these things by heart 
And we can be happy 

Nadiya