little love lefted thow

~~i remember the icy cold snow floated down on a secret night, not a sound could be heard. but a little whisper for crying was being being made. i was a tiny girl with purple hair, what was leaning against the brick wall, with tears going down my red Rosie cheeks. i was alone. i looked up to the dark night sky as if i had some lifted within me. as my eyes sparkled in the silver moon light.

this is my story. i walk alone, i stand alone, and i live alone all because i am alone. no one cares about a girl like me. no one has done for years well i was 7 years old when it all started.unlike you lot i don’t a home , a safe place to go to at night or whatever. i don’t have a supporting family like you. i don’t even know who i am to even know about my own family.

i used to have a friend well more then friends, it was more like we where in love. his name was nick. he was so sweet to me until well .. he want  away. i have shaded so many tears because for that day. hes dad came and taken him away from me, just like a flash for lighting.nick said to me once that he would never leave without saying good bye. lies.

no one will come for me. well i have be waiting all my life.

i run away. months passed. i looked at the road and started to cross the road. BANG! cold lights knocked out. my eyes started to close.

my eyes started to open to a bright light., i looked straight into a white wall. i could hear people talking around me. i put my self up. i see him . “nick what are you doing here?” i said nervous. he smiled at me.” look all you need to know for now is that i am here and i want you to come back with me.” he said with a sweet smile on his face. i just raised an eyebrow looking at him. “why do you want to go ?” i said. he didn’t say anything so then i just smiled at him.

a week after, i was discharged from hospital. nick was so happy. but something was wrong with him. he looked allot whiter then he use to. as i set myself next to him in his fathers car. next thing i knew he started to go green. “are you OK ?” i asked him. he started to puke up blood. his dad stopped the car and looked at his son. ” i told you not to help her and now look whats happened” he said ashamed. nick looked at his farther. “what do you mean by helping me?” i said. then his farther started to laugh at me. ” your are stupid he given you one for his kidneys so you could live.” he shouted.

nick looked at me. ” babe please i didn’t want to lose you.” he said. i started to get out the car. “i know you didn’t want to lose me but i never wanted you to get hurt” i shouted at him. i started to walk away. “baby wait please wait i don’t want you to leave me lose you like this!” he shouted. i turned the corner and looked at the rainy grey clouds..

a week late nick want into hospital. i want into the room and want up to him. ” baby please i didn’t know what to do !” he said as he looked at me with his sweet smile. i  smiled. “where have you been?” he said. “here and their” i said as i looked into his deep brown eyes. ” why did help me” i said as my smile faded. he taken a deep breath. ” i didn’t want you to die on me not like this. i wanted me to die in your arms not you” he said as he layd back on the bed. ” so you would die for me and let me suffer and anyways if you know if you die i will die too. i said as i hugged him.

he smiles. “i would never let you go” he said. two days after, me and him died on the same day at the the same hour. we both die because the first kidney transplant want wrong. now he will always will stay in my arms and forever is where he will stay