Lost and Found Soul

So tired of feeling out of place.
I know I have so much potential
to be great but I just watch it go
by. Why do I torture myself so?
My dreams seem like they are
millions of miles out to sea and
here I am left on top of my 
capsized ship, left floating in
the storm, breathing in the sea
air, left wondering when will 
I forget the world and just 
go after what I want in life.
The hardest battle you will
ever fight is within yourself and
only you have the key to planning
a successful future.I will stop making
excuses and just get what I want
I can only blame myself for my
successes and failures what am
I afraid of? Riches? Fame? 
Success? Failure? My life is a
work of art and every moment
should be treated as such. 
I am a diamond baby, I've came
so far and have struggled much. 
led a life saturated in carbon and
darkness, but though it all I have
came out victoriously and beautiful
I will no longer be afraid of life.
I will create what I want in this life.
I have love, peace, compassion,
anger, hatred, kindness, patience,
light, prayer, help from the Divine.
There is no way that I can fail in the end.