Love, Soul, and Bangkok - Seven Years Later

The story from five years ago, those moments that still burn like embers in the corners of my heart, knocking on the windows of memories even today. A new life was blossoming between the innocence of Natasha and Antonio. But behind every dream was hidden a pain, a sacrifice, a truth that knocked on my heart in the silence of the night.

That day, when I saw my daughter Natasha and my son Antonio playing, an odd pang arose in my heart. A question, like an endless series, that echoed: had I struck the right balance between love and duty in my decisions? The love of the boss, Andrea's companionship, the nights of Bangkok—these were like a hazy dream, but in reality, their effects were still etched on my soul.

The night when the boss had proposed to me, that moment seemed to suspend time itself. We had spent time in a hotel, where he poured his feelings into my soul. His proximity pushed me into the depths of comfort, where every moment felt unparalleled and indescribable. Afterward, he expressed his heart, "Shakira, you are the most important woman in my life. Will you marry me?" His voice was so intense that it made the corners of my heart tremble, but I asked for time. A storm was raging inside me, a never-ending struggle between love and responsibility.

After that night, I invited my three friends—Bruna, Ana Bella, and Cassandra—for tea in the evening. I shared my heart with them. Bruna smiled and said, "Your life feels like a movie, Shakira!" Ana Bella teased, "So, are you really romancing the boss?" I laughed and replied, "What can I do? Life has brought me to this point, but the boss can never be acceptable to my children." Cassandra thought for a while and then said, "Shakira, there is a strange depth in you, but you must listen to your heart and mind."

We lost ourselves in talks and laughter, but a decision was slowly brewing in my heart. As the night deepened, I stopped my friends. We cooked together, drank wine, and spent time as if these moments would be ours forever. When the magic of the night began to speak, we freed ourselves from the constraints of clothing, and for a moment, we became wild cats, ready to tear each other apart. Yet, even in this wildness, there was a strange love and closeness hidden. The peace of that night erased every confusion in our hearts, and we became completely lost in each other's souls. We experienced a strange closeness, freed from our constraints. The drunkenness of the wine had removed our hesitations, and we came closer, openly expressing our desires.

"Shakira, why do you always look so attractive?" Ana Bella whispered near my neck. I laughed and replied, "Maybe it's the magic of time or your love." Cassandra took my hand and pulled me closer. There was a wild gleam in her eyes, and her touch carried a strange warmth. "Tonight, we will break every boundary," she whispered. We began to explore each other's bodies, lost in laughter and whispers, expressing our love through touch. That night was a storm of desires and passion, where each touch opened a new door. Bruna's kiss made my heartbeats race, and Cassandra's fingers set my soul free.

The next morning, when everyone left, I called Andrea via video call from Italy. I introduced Natasha to him and spoke from my heart. Andrea listened carefully to my words and gently said, "Shakira, you need to make a decision about your children and your future. Clarify your relationship with the boss, but make your children the foundation of your life. I am with you, but you must find your own path."

Andrea's words calmed my heart. The depth of his thoughts made me realize that running away from life's responsibilities wasn't possible, and my children's future had to be the priority in every decision. But just as I was lost in these thoughts, the phone rang, breaking my train of thought. It was the boss, inviting me to dinner tonight. There was no room for refusal, as I knew it wasn’t just dinner but an excuse to wait for my decision. I decided to get ready and go to the hotel with the boss.

After dinner, the boss took me to a nearby café, where the scent of coffee added warmth to our conversation. The depth of his gaze, his smile, and the sincerity of his tone seemed to tear down every wall around me. After coffee, we headed to his residence. As soon as we arrived, he expressed his emotions without hesitation, and his touch held a magic that made my being melt like wax.

That night, we completely felt each other's closeness. The boss's love, his passion, and his warmth had trapped my soul. But today, it was my emotions that were more intense than the boss's. With the growing darkness of the night, our desires flared higher. His touch brought a strange calm inside me, as if a long-standing fatigue had ended. Every moment spent together was writing a new chapter of love and closeness.

As the first rays of dawn pierced the darkness of the night, the boss held me close and whispered, "Shakira, I want to always see you as part of my life." His words carried such sincerity, as if calling out to my soul. I softly replied, "I can't marry you, but wherever and whenever you need me, I will always be there for you."

My words seemed to strike a deep chord in the boss's heart. He fell silent for a while and then accepted my decision, giving me a fifteen-day leave. There was peace on his face, which reflected the depth of his love. As we prepared for breakfast, the boss embraced me, and once again, we lost ourselves in the depths of love.

That moment, when I surrendered myself to him, was not just physical closeness but a part of my soul being returned to him as a gesture of gratitude. Those moments, filled with love, sincerity, and sacrifice, are unforgettable.

On the morning of July 25, 2024, at the Milan Airport, a love-filled story left its mark. When I arrived with my children, Andrea, the protector of my heart, my dreams, was there to greet us. His eyes were moist, and his lips wore a smile, as if the years of separation had ended today. As Natasha and Antonio hugged him and expressed their innocent love, my heart was filled with a strange peace.

Andrea extended his arms towards me, and a long, loving kiss brought us close again. He took us home, where a new world of happiness awaited us. The house was filled with the laughter and giggles of the children. Even the neighbors came to visit, and Andrea invited them to Antonio's birthday party the next day.

The next day, we celebrated this new chapter of life. At Antonio's birthday, Andrea proved his love and sincerity by showing that he was not just the protector of my heart, but of my children as well. That night, I made a new vow with Andrea: in this journey of love, sacrifice, and loyalty, we would never leave each other.

After fifteen days, when I returned to Porto, life had another test waiting for me. At the airport, the boss, with his sparkling eyes and fragrant aura, was there. He not only welcomed me but handed me a promotion letter, making me the Deputy Director of Boom Modeling Agency. Three days of celebration passed in a whirlwind, but after all that, life returned to its old course.

This story is not just about love, but about the courage and sacrifice that every woman carries deep within. It is a story that teaches us that even the toughest decisions in life, when made with love and sincerity, can open the locked doors of fate. Because love is the force that connects us with ourselves, and courage is the light that illuminates the darkness.