mom imy

Mom now that I wait... I can't concentrate... I still try.. To get by... You taught me love.. You taught me how to fly like a baby dove... I still as I grow, I try.... I am not alone here.. In the world... I love all.. Especially since you were not trying to be cold... You tried to ignight the fire within... Just to fight to be who I truly am.... You made me want to feel... You taught me how to deal... With my fear and my frustrating choices... It seems as if these noises around... They fell to the ground.. Then all I could see was light... As you brought it into sight... My mind grew bright.. Your my inspiration.. You are my temptation to live instead of give up.... You are gone for now... But .. I wont silence now... I'm gonna find you ma... Cause I know even the law... Its been involved... Well I still I try to deny the fact your gone.. Even as I grow strong... I want you here... I know you were... But I don't know where... I was always upstairs... Ignoring you... Avoiding you.... I'm sorry boo... My mommy too... You deserve to get whatever comes to mind.. Like jeez what you went through in your time.... I love u ma... Please be strong... And come to your house... I'll be waiting quiet as a mouse... I'll be here.. Just ting my ear... Bye for now... Until I see you in town