My Life

This is a story about how my life was and how it is now. Well i was never perfect kid like others out there i had many problems with my self and with the world i was a bad kid one time in my life. People used to make fun of me becuase i was a fat kid i used to get picked on all the time for reasons i didint understand. since i grew my life got worse and worse i was never a violent kid but there was sometimes i felt just to fight back but there was something in me that didnt let me fight i think it was fear.i had to face it all the time but then i got to a point that even girls would pick on me becuase i was a ugly kid thats what they used to say but then i started really growing  and at last one day i stood up for my self  i think those are the reasons i became a poet then there was love i didnt have a lot of expierience of love i fell for it one day but i got so hurt i felt i wanted to die in that moment but i had  a good friend that always had my back and everything chsnged i was never the same ever again i became what u call a pimp i used to date a lot of girls for years intill i looked at my self in a mirror and i realize i was doing wrong so when i started to write poems once more and became this romentic guy everybody wanted but i knew if i would fall in love agian i would get hurt agian so i didnt even get near girls or anything so i was a pathetic guy. intill there was this girl that made me feel so so good inside and she made me smile i felt loved and well i ended up falling in love agian but in a good way we dated for a long time intill i made a bad move and two days before christmas i was heart broken i whent back to dating a lot of girls at once but i was still doing poems there was something in life i still had i said to my self most people couldn understand my situation but one night i had this weird voice go through my head saying im with  you forever i got scared really bad the next day i whent to my granmothers house  she told me it was God speaking to me since that day a became a new person inside out i started to see life like never before i was so amazed then one day i moved from my town and i go to Illinois to live my first week i went to a bowling alley i dont know why i went there but  for some reason i saw this amazing girl it was like omg i felt different then from that day i wonderd who she was and one again i saw her in the same place and wow i was shy i sat next to her without nothing to say then she left one day im one facebook and she send me a friends request i was like that her since then we started to talk and we started to have feelings for each other then one day i got out with my brother and i see her walking so i walked with her we went to the park and i got to hold her hand i felt that God put her in my way for a reason we started dating after a few months and now i lve a happy life with this person and i hope she the one i will marry