my revelation of God

I thought I would tell of my story of my revelation with God and Christ. So here it goes, I was in my truck reading scripture in the middle of a field in Carrabelle FL. And with a loud voice I heard(WAKE UP)so I got out of my truck long story short I wanted to die for the pain in my life I was begging God to show me something that he was real.AS I looked up there were flashes of lighting and thundering and I saw a right hand coming down from the sky with stars bursting every where so I went to reach for the mighty hand and then I saw what appeared to me was Satan rising from the earth he had a black face pointy nose with two horns he also had a pointy chin. I could hear Satan tempting me to cast him out but I refused. Then I felt I higher power come over me and guide me deep into the field. Then the spirit left me and I looked up and saw two men sitting on thrones holding hands which appeared to me God and Christ at his right side. When they appeared to me there were flashes of lighting and peals of thunder and stars bursting everywhere Gods beard came out and surrounded the thrones like a shield and there were seven angels around bout the throne.And I feel on my face as if all my energy was drained then I heard with a mighty voice (son of man stand on your feet)So I stood up and God said (your room is prepared) you have two choices you can come home now but you will face your judgment,  or you can stay on earth there will be much suffering and (you will do my will) so I decided to stay. And they disappeared  then my eyes were very blurry I couldn't see for about 12 hours. And my life has changed ever sense.....Lebanon