nobody noticed

my life is over no where to go no one to talk to just the bottle in my hand

makes it feel better i just close my eyes and drink till there is no more you forced me to take this road you walked away and didn't care no matter what we thought or felt you walk out the door.

every night i drank till i slept there was no stopping me i would lie in my bed thinking why you could walk away i look back to try and figure out what went wrong was you that unhappy why didn't you just talk im was all alone.

life has ups and downs i cant remember one happy time i block all my memorise away i keep everything inside with the bottle in my hand it all feels better it makes me forget for a whole 5 minutes I cant tell people how i feel or what's on my mind i'm scared they will walk away 

everyday i look up and think this is it i will make you proud just to realise you ain't even there you don't even care i cry so much it hurts me inside i just want to drop them tablets and close my eyes and end my life.

all the signs that staring you in the face and still nobody notices im better off dead no point in my life nobody cares or is even bothered why waste my time.