Part of my story....a fall from grace.

There was a time I fell to my knees. 

So full of anger, frightened, I cried  for my home.

Cried for them to not take it. In a way I struggled with God.

I knew no better. Lacking knowledge..of my rights, of their obligations. 

Like a game they covered up their farce. They ripped through the hearts of many families. 

After three years I stopped asking for anything. I would fall to my knees in my garden and cry and pray for mercy on my family. 

Only for mercy, for my self, my husband of twenty years, for my children, and for my two dogs. Finialy it seemed it was over. We were going to get out, debt free, and still together. Then the search for a rental. The doors once opened to us were closed. We offered six months paid advance, still no doors opened. In a tragic place I fell from grace. I stretched out a hand to my partner for help. He held blame and shame.  Dependency took hold of him and I..built over almost four years of premeditated foreclosure, putting space between us without us knowing it. Then one day I thought an answer to my prayer. One door opened...we got a house to rent, it was as if it fell right into our hands. An answer to my prayer, mercy at last. Peace at last.

We left with in five days of finding the rental. Within thirty. I knew the years took a tole. I lost everything. We didn't beat the odds. My family was broken. Neither I nor him went unscarred. Everything We believed, dreamed, worked hard for.. fell apart, along with this country. I watched what made this country so great, so strong. It's families, its value....fall apart. Millions of families broken. At the hands of professional gangsters, now they are the backbone of this country. The banks. And with that we are destroyed. Slowly this country is loosing its place. No longer taken seriously, no longer feared. Only out to make a buck, at the expense of other countries families. America's fall from grace. No more powerful then it's buck. Instead of its people and their pursuit for happiness. No longer free...because of debt. No longer truth. The American way, is though the doors of the bank. Though the decimalizing of crimes committed by big business, and the pursuit for dollars.