Realizations

It’s amazing 
You have so much to control in your life.

 You can control all that and that can make you happy I’ve learned that people are reflections of your inner self , it’s you who really makes you mad or stressed (on how embrace the situatuon) not how life is. Haven’t tried this but if you want something in life let it be money love really anything you need to get to a level of subconsciousness feeling of “floating” and repeat to your self “I am” and take it all in feeling yourself  be what you want then you plan a day that you think it will come then you imagine how you feel on that day. 
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Also I have learned what I do is not for other people I do not have a schedule or time I need to finish everything I do not need to share every little things at this point in time (highschool) no one really wants to hear about yourself or themselves they want everything to do with them because we are selfish people until we learn how to branch up and out and I’ve learned that people can only see a little box they let themselves see in once they stop looking in that box and see that there’s more to life they will stop being selfish and spread there mind and
Despite how open, peaceful and living you  attempt to be people can only meet you as deeply as they’ve met themselves.