Reflection

As I stood by the bedside of a women who was full of life three days ago

I watch her heart monitor decrease until her heart stop beating.

I couldn’t help reflected on a statement that someone once said,

A divorce is worst than death.

How can these two things come together I wonder, then it hit me

A marriage that have been full with life, hopes, joy, comfort, dreams

Slowly over a year, a month, three day can die by one person selfish lust of the flesh, inability to step up and be a man or woman.

A husband once said, God gave us free will during his deceit and adulterous behavior.

If God gave us free will what does the devil gives us.

God is trustworthy, loving, kind, pure, fair, clear, orderly, no dishonest behavior, secretive about God.

So this lady passing remind me that my marriage that I hold on to and his slipping

away in the arms of the devil play ground because I am too timed to fight out side

of   prayers is worse than death because it keep happening over and over again while death is final a divorce is never final because the pain burn a hole in once heart and keep burning.

Young people loss their faith in God just by watching their parents go through a divorce and that is one more soul lost to the kingdom of God.