Satellitely Politely

Satellitely
Politely 
Caught caught caught 
The rape you’ve brought 
To my house 
And made it into pornography 
And after that was finished 
He killed me 
Maybe has even eaten me 
And when we see each other again 
What a man 
Who smells like the waste of The Monster 
I always talk about 
Like Sophie 
Or Mel
Monsters
Who kill for the sex of me 
The beauty of me
Or the attention 
“Look at me”
But he.. 
He just made love to me 
But I was dead 
Satellitely 
Politely 
Alive
But dead 
Done on purpose 
“Met voorbedachte raden”
And if my Daddy ever puts them in front of court 
They want me in court first of what they worked on when I got raped as a kid 
Let it start
O let it start 
Our family it the owner
The Boss 
They are never 
Just a joke
So let it start
Let it start 

Nadiya