STREETS OF NAPA CALIFORNIA

Let me start to say this is no tall tail of things that I dreamt. these are actual events that occurred to me from 2002 until present. This is when I moved one day from Texas after Californication came out, Red Hot Chili Peppers. I sometimes and often times regret my move, well, hitch hike from my home in Texas, but life happens. I showed up broke not a penny to my name. I did however have a large quantity of crystal meth that my uncle cooked in Texas. I used this to my advantage and met all the wrong people I needed to meet so I could further plummet my life into my addiction that I so loved over anything else in this world. My daily goals included selling meth, having sex and robbing people. Sounds like a hard day, and night after night of sadistic evil tortured sex. The more dope I put in the spoon then in my arm the more perverted and evil I became. The absolutely most disgusting sexual requirements my mind desired will be detailed in this journal of unheard of confessions. Take a step back and be prepared to take a look into the mind of the sickest most perverted person I have ever met in my life.....Myself. 

Sexual desire is a big part of my life as it was forced upon me at an early age. These acts will also be described in detail as my memory of the actual events is clear as day in my mind and I often recall specific encounters throughout my day, even to this day. While as therapeutic as this will be for me, in many ways it also excites me to have people be able to take a look at me for who I really am and possibly be able to understand what drives me into such evil sexual frenzies.

Many aspects of my life will be covered briefly so you understand the fall and the rise of many successes, accomplishments, and disasters. I hope you enjoy this series of writings that I will update almost daily and follow me in a deranged vicious cycle that started with me as a victim cursing me with the ability to be the man I am today.