Sweat, Tears and Disgust

Adrenaline rushing through my veins
My heart going 100 miles per hour and all I could think was
GOD HELP ME!
But I guess he couldn't hear my cries
Fight or flight kicked in as well as my legs
I kicked, I punched, I screamed 
PLEASE STOP!
But I guess he couldn't hear my cries  
I was panicking and struggling to breathe,
I don't know if it was because I was having a panic attack or the fact that he had his hands around my neck.
My face was soaking with a mixture of tears and sweat
My body filled with a mixture of fear and disgust
PLEASE JUST.. stop!
But I guess he couldn't hear my cries
And suddenly, my body gave in, accepted the fact that no one would help me and I went silent
My sight went Black as I dozed off feeling him struggling with the buttons in my pants
Feeling his heaviness over me, hearing his heavy breathing and that stupid smile on his face
God that fucken stupid smile on his face!!!
And just like that my silence was heard!