The Angel and The Devil

The smoke fills the hallway 
When his shoes touched the pathway 
In front of my house 
That seems to be a slaughterhouse for Angels 

Angels,
Eyes bright 
Hair shines in sunlight
And a smile that you can feel when it’s true 
Attraction you can feel in my eyes 
And my warmth when you need some 

Devils, 
Always smell like their past 
Death and Hell 
Rotting away 
A smile and a gaze of murder 
Nothing between love and sex could go further 
Than just rape that it was 
After they took my flesh to keep it 
They wish to be me 
Angels

Angels and me 
Between the hidden Queen found by the Darkness and the Light
I never wanted Devils in my sight 
Until he had seen my Light 
“Do you have an appointment “? 
After a month or 6 he took his knife and cut my neck open 
And I died as an Angel 
Heaven cried 
Angels died 
Tears from the sky 
Fears from the past 
Repeated 
Been eaten 
And left alone as a piece of worthless meat 

The lies afterwards would hurt me the most 
As I came down from Heaven again alive and with no pain, no dark memory or trauma 
I felt the happiness of being alive 
Of knowing what could happen 
That I can never find a partner in this country 

The smoke fills the hallway 
When his shoes touched the pathway 
In front of my house 
That seems to be a slaughterhouse for Angels 

And there he goes again 
Plotting the next “romance”.

Nadiya