The cure is the disease

After an 3 hours of laying in bed trying to fall asleep I've fucking had enough. With a quick jolt of my body I sit up on the side of the bed and breath out heavily. I reach my hand up to my forehead and feel the cold sweat streaming down to my eyes. 2 days of constant sneezing, eyes watering , and yawning left an ach in my temples. With my other hand push the pillow of to my side and feel the sweat drenched case. As I stand up and peel the wet shirt off I feel the soreness in my legs. Days of constant twitching and reltlesnnes has left them weak and tired. I feel the pressure in my chest rising up towards my throats as the frustration rises. I think death would be better than this.