two years

"LOOK AT ME!" "TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE!" "CUZ ALL I SEE IS A WHOLE LOT OF NOTHING, A WHOLE LOT OF WASTE AND EMPTY SPACE!", she screams from the top of her lungs. So I guess that means she's angry but for what; I don't exactly know. After all im just a kid i never know the reasoning behind her screaming, I wish I did. Maybe if I did she would stop yelling at him. I try to help but they just push me aside. "May go play!" 'May not now!" "May!" "MAY, I SAID NOT NOW!" I know i'm only two and they think that im alright and that what they say doesn't phase me, but deep down it leaves me bruised from all the hate. The house is quieter than ever now that mommy's gone,  It's been two years. I ask about her all the time. But he says she's not coming back, Emmie says we weren't always broken like this, and that there was a time mommy and daddy loved each other very much  and didn't fight. Emmie is six now, I don't see the big deal. But she looks just like the women in the photos i guess that makes since; because it's mommy the women in the photos is my mommy. I miss her very much and i wonder where she went and why she had to leave. Her name it's on the tip of my tongue I know I know it I know I didn't forget! It's just I....I forgot...as if he was reading my mind he says the name I've been dying to hear for two years, "Octavia?" then I looked up and realized she was standing right there behind me. "yes?' this unfamiliar BUT YET VERY  familiar voice replied, with that came all the tears and I knew she was home. my mommy was finally home, for good. May is having a hard time getting use to mommy being back, personally I dont blame her; it's been difficult for me too. Im just glad we're a family again. After all the time that mommy spent away from us, and now she's back; I dont know how im gonna cope with all this change. But I'm sure I will do just fine. May on the other hand....well im a little worried. You see May's not good with change, she never was. When papa changed May's sleeping schedule she wasn't very happy. Infact she was quite mad if you ask me. Although, she hated it she got over it, the next couple days were even worse. Since it was still vacation I had no school but, now its Monday so I have school. It was pretty fun, for the most part. My favorite parts in school are lunch and recess.