WHO I AM

WELL FIRST MY NAME IS BRANDON AND I AM A 34YEAR GAY MAN LIVING IN SONOMA CALIFORNIA WITH IS PARENTS. I HAVE A FEW POUNDS ON ME AND A CUTE SHAVED HEAD,HAZLE EYES,6'7FEET TALL AND A GREAT SINCE OF HUMOR AND SMARTS TO. WHO AM I REALLY THOUGH ON THE INSIDE? WELL I GUESS SOME PEOPLE WOULD SAY THAT I AM KIND HEARTED AND FUNNY,SMART AND LOVING. ALL THAT IS TRUE DONT GET ME WRONG BUT I HAVE TOO SIDES TO ME SOMETIMES I THINK PEOPLE JUST LOOK AT THE ONE SIDE OF ME AND JUDGE ME FOR THAT SIDE ALOT TIME BECAUSE THATS MY WORSE SIDE. YES IT HAS BEEN KNOWN THAT I HAVE A BAD SIDE TO ME AND YES IT HAS GOTTON ME INTO TROUBLE INTO THE PAST. I THINK PEOPLE HAVE GOTTON TO THE POINT WHERE THEY HAVE JUDGE ME JUST FOR MY WORSE SIDE BUT THEY REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND THAT I AM A PERSON AND I AM TRYING TO CHANGE. I HAVE SEEN MYSELF CHANGE ALOT IN THE LAST FEW YEARS BUT I HAVE MORE TO GO ON MYSELF AND I KNOW THAT.  I WISH  SOMETIMES THAT PEOPLE COULD JUST SEE THE REAL SIDE OF ME WHAT I MEAN IS I WANT EVERYONE TO JUST TREAT ME LIKE A PERSON AND NOT PASS BE BUY LIKE AM NOTHING. YES AM A 34 WITH A SEAZIUR DISOR DER AND EVERYTHING ELSE WE ALL KNOW THAT I HAVE IT. I FEEL LIKE PEOPLE LOOK AT ME JUST LIKE A DISABLITY CASE AND IT MAKES ME FEEL REALLY UNCOMFTERBUL. I WISH PEOPLE JUST LOOK AT ME LIKE A NORMAL PERSON AND TREAT ME THAT WAY ALL TIME. I THINK ITS JUST ME AND MY SHIT IN MY HEAD WITH NEW STUFF YES I THINK THATS WHATS BEEN GOING ON LATTELY WITH ME. BECAUSE I AM REALLY SO MUCH MORE WORSE ON MY BAD SIDE OF AND I HAVE TO CLOSE THAT DOOR TO MYSELF AND I HAVE. I HOPE PEOLE WILL NOW BE ALBLE TO TREAT ME AND SEE ME FO MY GOOD SIDE THAT I AM TRYING TO BRING OUT OF ME AND ALSO  THE SPIRT SIDE OF MYSELF. ITS BEEN LONG OVER DO BUT I AM DOING IT BECAUSE I AM STRONG AND BRIGHT AND NOW I CAN DO IT 2 AND SHOW THEM THE REAL ME.