Addiction we're I rather be

It comes in dreams so filling joy happiness then suddenly waken woken up abruptly chaos and madness why people so mean I'm fed up this the last time I said 1,000 times only counting 2023 I had enough I'm never coming back not doing this again messing up my life I'm a good man good person but I keep coming back because I'm a feen always rushing back they say opposites attract that's a fact who new good and evil can be I had to let it go oh why I had to let it go my sunshine rain and snow I'm lost with out don't know what direction to go at a all time low I rather be addicted to all you brung rather then be sobber and all alone I miss everyday a tear apple of my eye left sober why you have to die I know I have to keep going I have to try but your love and craziness is hard to get over I rather be addicted to your love everyday then to be all alone sober  and no one to love Me the way you Do. In Loving memory
     .            Eunique Renfro 
       May you Rest In Peace
          05/17/1984 love you                           always