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Worries ...I sit here while endless stuff just shoots across my mind and I can't help to think wtf am I doin here what's life have planed for or lets say what's GOD have planed for me I'm olny 19 soon graduating and I yet know what I have Instore for myself yeah when I was younger I had big hopes an dreams like everyone but now as im older i realize how hard my family been struggling just to put food in the table how does one see them helping me if they can barly provide for their family I'm olny 19 an already have a couple felony charges pending olny fucked up thing is I have that cuz the cop wanted to be a bitch races punk didnt know once he put those hand cuffs on me he destroyed all the little chance I had to make something out of myself now all the hard work my parents went trew make their children sumthin is out the window men life can change in a heart beat and all I worked for is gone now what chances do i got of becoming a Sombody in life all cuz one cop so for this and plenty of more fucked up reason I wish I didn't have to worry out anything not cops not love not colleges not a god damn in this world I really don't even wanna be in this life the wolrd is full of pain and suffering all around me tears being cruised and yet no one seems to even bothering asking why -