Edge of Heaven

Sometimes I wish I could sit on the edge of Heaven. I'd let God hold me for several hours just to take the pain away. The room that he is making for me, I'd lay in my bed and sleep for several more hours. Then return back to the world and see if anyone really missed me. 

I wish God would hold out his hand and pull me close to his heart. He would look me in my eyes and say, "My child I'm here now. There is nothing to fear. I love you so much. With all that I have. 

I wish God let me sit on the Edge of Heaven, hold me super tight and tell me he loves me. Let me sleep for several hours then return back to eart. 

But my question is... who would miss me???