Fundraising

Hello all, my mental health is deteriorating here in New Zealand, which is also affecting my physical health, I am wishing to raise money to go back to Thailand my soul home, where I can get well and live a healthier, wellbeing life over there.. if anyone could please help, my PayPal address is ashjgibson01@gmail.com.  really appreciate it.  No lies, no games, I am being 120% true.
namaste