Hello sister

I wish I was like you.

Hello sister. 

I don't know why I have such a struggle calling you. You mourn. Your heart breaks. You question everything.

You love me, I love you. We are sure of that. 

Maybe it's me thinking of your judgements of me.

Maybe it's my believe that you are older and wiser and there isn't anything I could say that is as valuable as that which you know and say. 

I wish i could set aside all my silly beliefs long enough to say...

"Hello sister".