Second chance

I want a second at talking to this boy I really liked him. I used to really like him when I was in the 9th grade he was in the 10th he didn't know I was told by my sister he liked me and knew but I found out he didn't know me. So the next school year I ended up having a class with him and I was so scared to talk to him when I finally did say something to him I told him that I like him and thought he was cute and the next day I heard him talking about me but I didn't talk to him and I should had said something but things started happening he started telling everyone in class we were going out and we weren't there was this one time I felt bad he had told his friends me and him were going out and he asked me aren't we going out and my first reaction was no and I felt bad because his friends laughed at him and told my friend I was playing him and I felt really bad so I told him one time I wanted to be his girlfriend and the next day I heard him tell his friends about me and he said this she's cute but not bad and I just wanted to give up

that's when out of no where he started calling me his girlfriend in class and at first it was cute but then I start to wonder why does he keep calling me his girlfriend . Every time he called me his girlfriend  he would say something like don't say this in front of my girlfriend who in this class  and he would look at me. So I guess he wanted to see what I was going to do or he just wanted to see my reaction.

I felt like he could of liked me but it was hard to tell because he had this other girl he always talked to and she was was his girlfriend and his friends would tell him to get his girlfriend he would say he didn't have a girlfriend but I do feel bad because now when I see him he act like he don't know me every time I say hi to him he act like I am someone he don't know

If I could get a second chance I would make sure I wouldn't make the same mistake twice. I have wanted to have a boyfriend but I'm not allowed to date and   I was told I was always going to be lonely. Then I met this person they told me that I was going to have a boyfriend and I should worry about school and my career first. I call myself  the dreamer because all I love to do is dream. So my wish is to have a second chance at talking to this boy I use to like.