I wish to be good enough

I wish to be good enough for you all.

I want to be accepted and loved by all. I hate having the envy of people loving others, and nobody loving me. I've never ben good enough for my father or mother. My sister was their pride and joy, I wish I knew why. I wish to achieve greatness, not for myself, but for the approval of others. I wish I could get published and win millions of dollars. I would buy my moms house and not except another mortgage payment. I want so many things for others but the one thing I want for myself, is to be good enough.