I Wish for a Happier Today

I wish that for once I could stop my constant worrying.
Not let it get in the way of the present and the little bit of happiness I've been able to latch on to.
I wish that I could get rid of this concept of "constantly needing more" and "to be successful is the equivalent of being rich" that has been drilled into the head's of American society.
I worry that there's no hope for society when no one is ever going to be truly happy, because the truth of the matter is that if you're not content with what you have now, you won't be content with what you want.
I wish to live in today,
I wish to be a fool,
someone who can find peace and happiness now and not worry about the future,
because the future is unknown, and nothing I do will ever make it known.
I just wish for hope in the fact that these wishes can even come true,
because I don't see the point in carrying on in life
if all I have to look forward to is the future,
that will never come.