If wish came true

Blow on candles makin a wish
Although u know things will b the same
what if in a different place wishes came true
what I'd then wish4 was doors to open to c better way of life
Key to a house furnished decked out
car on the lawn grass greener than I've ever seen 
all my family and friends having laughs gaffs transport healthcare
no1 to b sick r die hard life for all left far behind
reality is life will go on if u get a cake with candles to blow tat in itself wud b me very grateful 
lotto I played yesterday 5euro gone
got 1 number in all
so wish if u be live 1 day it will come true 
for now live life like us all Wat uve got is not alot 
chasing ur tails to make bills b paid
daily struggles with all walks of life 
some of us find ours r harder than we dreamed they ever cud b 
we survive as we got no choice 
wish my life away pray 2 God 4 better days yet reality remains and fact remains Wishes r 4 kids wit toys on their minds as tats all tat can b true is 4 parents 2 make small wishes come trew
me and u will have 2 wish tat on earth we remain as life as hard as it is as can b it is Wat it is and I have 2 b happy 2 just wake up and live...wishes crushed like hopes and dreams sometimes all I want to do is flipping scream why God me....???
is this s bad nightmare of a dream????