"Just so I can be your friend" By Ben Goode 2018 (c)

Still to this day. I will never forget.
Those bad decisions, I made with regret.
I wish I didn't say "I wish I had never met you"
It wasn't true. But maybe you knew?
It must have hurt all the same. 
Cause you never spoke to me again.
I miss you so much to this day.
And I wish there was somehow, a way.
I could sit with you. And look into your eyes.
Hold your hand. And maybe now I'd be more wise.
I haven't felt anything like that since then.
Probably won't, maybe never again?
I know the love I felt for you was true.
But now I'm writing this. Just for you.
I'm sorry and I want you to know.
And I never wanted to let you go.
Please come back, and speak again.
Just so I can be your friend...?