Make me over

I love with full force always caring and giving my full attention to others. I'm only 15 and I have so much responsibility on my plate I could easily pass for a 30 year old woman trapped in a 15 year old's body. I'm not confident, I'm overweight and I'm bullied about it constantly. I secretly cry at home because stress and depression has taken over me. I wish I could just have one day to live the life of a regular teen I worry about things that most kids wouldn't care about. I wish for only one day that I could have a care free day go shopping without worrying about the price, eat without feeling like I'm being judged and look at myself in the mirror and see a beautiful young lady instead of looking at myself seeing pain, hurt,and all of the other bad memories going through my brain. I wish for one day or hour that  my brain,confidence,and stressful thoughts would be erased and for me to be erased.