For My Soulmate

He's broken. He's broken in a way that is so hard to fix when you're damaged as an adolescence and now as a man, I think he's experiencing arrested development. He can't move on - from anything. Each aspect of his past continues to haunt him in his present life and none of those things matter. None of the ex girlfriends. None of the struggles he faced in high school. Not the debt nor the family's illnesses and dysfunctional behavior. It's not his fault, he's not responsible for anything, yet he carries the burden of it all daily.

Lately those thoughts have been wearing heavily on his spirit, turning him into a hermit; He's full of anxiety and sadness.

I wish it all would end; I miss his silliness and jovial behavior.