Sigh

I wish to be content
i wish to be sane 
I wish to be normal 
But that just sounds mundane

I wish I made people happy
I wish I made good choices 
I wish I made up my mind 
But, where's the fun in that

My wish to be me 
My wish to be happy 
My wish to be unique 
Now that's a wish I wanna follow

My wish to be me,
My wish to be both female and male
My wish to suit and pass as both 
But now I'm scared 

I'm struggling to amount 
To these wishes I wish to follow
I'm struggling to talk
About how I wish to feel
I'm struggling to achieve,
These wishes I've set,
But hey, guess in this journey I'm alone.