To find the strength to overcome addiction and become a better person.

It’s been a long time since I’ve had any real, lasting sense of hope that I could one day be free of the psychological burden that I have inadvertently created for myself by living the way I have and the choices that I’ve made that have led to this point. I find myself struggling to make sense of my situation and find a way to overcome the cycle of addiction that I am currently experiencing. It seems there is no easy way out of or through this for me, the void is deep. Right now all I can do is try and work my way through the self doubt and confusion as best I can and to find a way forward and to create/develop a way to resolve this ongoing existential crisis that I am currently experiencing. I want to live a healthy, productive and meaningful life and be the best that I can be.. and right now, the way I’m living, just ain’t it.