Poem -
Sponge Brain
Brain Absorbed
Iām tired of being sick, my head has always filled up quickā¦
The past remains a fist, my present never a gift, the future I desire a mythā¦
Scabs and scars like clouds and stars amidst a dark black sky, covering my light complected skinā¦
Baptized in Satans blood, Gods eyes have always looked down, slowly floating within a mixture of tearsā¦
The vast majority of my existence spent acting, never have I really been genuinely happyā¦
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Why do I feel a lost cause?Ā
SELF SABOTAGEĀ
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Comments
Disagree, methinks you must have been happy once. Like your poem all the sameĀ
There have been moments, there have been daysā¦ My mental health has prevented weeks and years!
Iāve been working on that for a long time, still I get suckered into relapsing or fall victim to my patterns.Ā
Thank you for the read and support!Ā
Ohh man ā¤ļø
I met a woman that specializes in hypnotism and one of the various types that she strongly recommends is a self sabotage cleanse. We exchanged numbers and I am open minded to it however just hearing her say self sabotage made me realize the majority of what we go through we put ourselves through.Ā
She would struggle with me with bpd š¤ŖšĀ
a living fuck up . XĀ
I hope she helps you. ā¤ļø
She helped me by saying the term self sabotage, Itās more and more evident every day we are the only ones that can help ourselves
Yes youāre right. š§”
I thought I had bpd but I really realized that is more iedĀ
Intermittent explosive disorderā¦
Either way youāre not alone, Thank God for Cosmofunnel:)Ā