Hello America

Feel like I'm at a stand still 
Future looking like a Land fill
Well made plans may not pan out
I try to pursue happiness
but what happens is 
Our planet is murdered by her inhabitants 
Us and our damn kids
Drunk driving without licenses
Anybody know why this is how life is
Isn't it obvious 
We're barely breathing from the pressure on top us 
can't stop cause the way everyday effects me
Dissecting the details where paths are intersecting
It's best respect the respect thing
My brains been stuck on warp speed
what's your thing
It's hard to hide our addictions with tyrants enforcing written laws
Ordering people to act accordingly
According to a view from the few who answer to none
My brains numb and I'm coming undone
Always one thing after the other one
I'm strung out in Stanley stutterun
Someone save me please from the fear everyone sees
Why doesn't anyone say shit
I guess it's cause nobody believes
Humans can't coexist peacefully
Evil people hungry for power will always prey on the powerless
puts it simplest
Inherited condition
Passed down slow by some asshole of their parents generation
Women and men molded over flesh and bone
Lose their minds when left alone
But senselessly go on murder sprees in crowded cities 
Civilization has begun to backspin
Riddles written on stall walls become prophesies and begin to happen 
Looking for the feeling I had back when it didn't matter what happened 
Haven't had it since 
Even my best attempt to relive them days looks like bad acting
Passing passed pains threshold gets old
The cure for my disease is killing me
Failing to find my calling
Falling face first into set cement I heard hurts
Thinking what occurred first
Chickens from eggs or eggless births of birds
Im going crazy
Fuckin disturbed 
Legally Insane huffing paint in the burbs 
Aiming for angry housewives
Crashed through a barrier
Reefer smoking hitting curbs
God damn herbs all the cures my nerves
If memory serves you get what you put in and people get what they deserve
I get seizures every time I see her 
Now i try not to
I'm unhealthy and depressed
Allergic to her presence
Past or present