Road to recovery

My head hits the pillow I sleep but dont rest, my vision of life is deluded at best.

I know now im sick my actions insane , but is it to late have I caused to much pain .

I live day to day its a struggle a fight , the battle is on to make my wrongs right .

Trapped in my head this addiction roams free, tourtured and tangled who am I ?? its not me .

A devine intervention please god it will come and give me the strength to accept and not run !!