A note and a lost....just me

in lost
in thoughts
in past and life

I have asked for forgiveness 
from within
often ...,again and again

Repeating myself to God

for  always believe repentance is continuous 

I pray and worship daily 
reminding myself not to falter into Sin

I am in quietness
I am in pain
I am in tears
Silently...

like a drop of every sin
I may have committed...

I sometimes cry in abundance...in shameless display
the mirror knows

in my choices 
I spent my time alone

an aloneness to be content
I pretend.

yet  my loneliness seems over powering my sanity
my senses......often as often

at these seconds I think of you 
it's time to choose....

God's grace ....of Love....God's Peace...kneeling in in prayers....
are my answers....I try

within myself..... my intention is Good
I never thought of hurting anyone
Or practicing envy
or talking about gossips of you.

I think of good
I think of peace
I think of love

and how to be a better me,.?. for the next life
for this one is a reminder..
a testing dance in melodies of play

may be it's good 
but I am just me
just me

to love