Not There...

I once found myself thinking that true love was something mythical. I lived my life thinking I would eternally be miserable. So many people I would see in love, yet for me I thought that love was fictional. I wished to have someone I can love with such passion that my heart would feel it unconditional. 
 

One day I stood alone feeling like a ship that was unsinkable. However, at that moment I understood it was all in my mind, me feeling pitiful. An angel on Earth appeared in front of me and instantaneously my future flashed forward to something I never thought was fixable. I never believed in a first sight love but what happened next was something miraculous, it even felt biblical. 

We were like two lands whose entities became bridgeable. My love did speak to me but i heard silence, an action that truly was unpredictable. I would have never known that our lives would become integral. I fell in love with that apparition, a specter, an illusion. 

Then I came to my senses as my heart awoke. It failed an accomplishment it sought after, something I thought was unthinkable. I guess I will remain bewildered and continue living miserable.

Jonathan E. González 

09/22/2025