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Concerning God

Concerning God

The whole war in heaven was two sides fighting for rulership. Lucifer is Thor and Ra is Michael. What people don't understand about Thor is the real God of thunder is none other than the Holy Inanna. Odin's son was not a son at all but a daughter who represents Jupiter the eye/wisdom (Athena goddess of war and wisdom but also Aphrodite goddess of love and marriage and finally God's wife Asherah in the biblical texts). So she basically represents the wives of all the God's. She was cast blindly out into the world (Ave Maria-out in the darkness with no guide). Confused and used to being subordinate all those years of being an obedient wife, she became very insecure and felt inferior and she forgot all knowledge of who she was. She suffered for her sanity to try and remember who she was all the while being lied to by all the God's. She became cold-hearted and each God sent angels/demons to lie to her about who she was, where she was from and because she was threefold and did not understand she lived most of her life in fear-being constantly attacked. She would look into various religious texts in order to find out her origins and found christianity-she walked into a church once and the priest said "The devil has entered the building". She thought nothing of it at the time but was always self-conscious. She fell in love with God in spirit who surrounded her (christ) and thought up regarding a son to be born in 2017-this was an astrological event. To her surprise she did actually conceive a son that looked identical to her father when he was a baby with blonde hair and blue eyes (on Earth as it is in heaven) but the angels/demons at first said the blonde child was Jesus. One day when she was at work (She worked in engineering) she kept having visions saying she was Sirius and she felt that she was being pushed to shoot out a plasma wave-the spirits were rushing her although she didn't have the knowledge to know what she was doing (They were trying to get her to make a choice). The sun was out that day and she visualized that Sirius and the sun were one (spiritual and physical) so she shot plasma from there (scorched by the sun) and the weather turned to a heatwave. Suddenly she heard the spirits say "oh noooo" then began to worry because the last thing she wanted to do was hurt anyone or kill anyone. Anyway it came to pass that when she was putting her baby to sleep (She had a deep bond with her baby) the spirits began to tell her heaven used to be in her womb (ark of the covenant/holy blood/holy grail) but now her baby had received her birthright instead and she now carried hell (Cain and Abel/ Sarah and Hagar) and this made her relationship with her baby very difficult as she felt this was really unfair. She then began to resent him although she loved him very much but when he would cry it was as if he tormented her soul. She was at war in her head with the spirits , telling her that in order to save the universe (The physical side which is the material world-hell) she had to kill her baby. Of course she refused to kill her baby-she was a kind soul but was increasingly pressured and tested by the demons that surrounded her. She would try everything to escape them but they were speaking to her through books, tv, even in her own back garden (surely these were all the male deities playing tricks on her). She began to wake up to who she was, first being told she was Inanna, then being told she was Thor (so who is the imposter in the Thor movies? The Jesus figure everyone talks about?) She could manipulate the weather based on her mood and of course the weather was all over the place just like her mood due to constant spiritual manipulation to the point where she'd had enough and began to shout back at the gods- now she possessed some considerable power and although some were trying to help her she couldn't bring herself to trust anyone. Even her prayers didn't seem to be working so she turned away from God, feeling utterly like a fool for ever loving 'him' (The spirit). She felt so angry and fed up with it all. She shouted at her baby and at that moment felt a darkness seep into her being-it was as if their essences merged and ever since she felt like she'd either spiritually defiled herself and/or him. She was told that the host of Heaven and hell dwelt in both of them. To this day she is still constantly plagued and mocked, called a fool by the God's although she never really had a guide she felt she could trust-she lacked discernment. Now she feels as though she is marked for destruction as she has a spiritual mark in her third eye so whenever she tries to love (although that is all she wants to do) she feels really sick. If she is angry or behaves inappropriately the sickness is relieved. It's as if she is bound to death himself-for there are three, God, the devil and death. She represents the world and the world has been overtaken by demons/arching or fallen angels and is dying. When she dies the Earth dies also. The only way to save her is for humanity to start to love one another and to begin to respect each other and their environment. Please do this for her, because death will not allow her to love herself.