DREAM OF THE DAY TO BE WITH MY TRUE LOVE

Every night before I go to sleep I say my prayers and ask god to bless me. And every night he gives me a dream of the day I feel in love. She was a great lady and still is but I dream of the days we first met. The things we would do and say to each other. I really fell for her and one day we argued and I left to go get gas. I felt bad leaving like that so I went back to apologize and give her a hug. Well after I left I didn't realize I didn't have my wallet. Well I got back not knowing I didn't have my wallet she was crying cause I had left my wallet and said she's been trying to call and I didn't have my phone either and she thought I was going to be made she didn't call. Well I hugged her and apologized about the argument. Well it got better then other things become a problem and one day she left. 

But I still hear occasionally from her time to time she may text me or something but not every day. In this dream I keep having I keep seeing signs she still cares and loves me an we go and do things together all the time whether we are making love or just sitting and talking, riding around just what ever. And this dream always starts out with a phone call and she’s calling me saying I am ready honey I miss you and I want to come home now. And I don’t want to spend another day or night without you. I use to wake up and look at my phone to see if maybe I missed her call but there would be nothing there and id look at my email to see if maybe there but nope. Now I don’t wake up cause I miss seeing her and at least seeing her in my dream the lord blesses me with and I get to enjoy doing things that we should be doing everyday and night. Now before I go to sleep I ask him to give me another blessed night so I may have a good day cause it’s hard to go to sleep and then wake up and she’s not there, hasn’t been there and probably not going to be, call or something today either. I sometimes wonder if she feels the same as me, she say's she loves me but it don't affect her as it does me being apart. It really makes a day hard when your missing someone. But the good lord blesses me. This reminds me of the forest Gump movie cause that's the way it is. Jenny comes back for a short time then leave then comes back and she even say's I just want a man to love.  till the end of the story. Well I hope this isn't the case but time will tell right? I just hope she's all right and safe, realizes what she really means to me and comes home and forgets about all the people that took her away to begin with and allows us to move forward and realizes they don't mean anything unless you let them mean something.