Dream to escape Hostel life

Dream to escape Hostel life
yet I remain in the same space
so dirty and loud I'm drowning
some days I can't breath anxiety gets me
my room i dont want to leave even 2pee
im dreaming of leaving and yet i remain feel as if im caught in a wicked game
no place 2 call home all my belongings stolen residents I'd expect tis frm belive its staff who r biggest thiefs sign in ur electronics and litle cash u have never 2 b seen again
Staff make me laugh their the ppl who r paid 2 care ,don't want 2 leave office chair 2feed us ask 2b told no 10 past 10 mins ago it ended although if food left over at tat 10 mins late residents who r still hungry r ment 2 take 2nd plate reality is u can't b late yet just lazy sat playing casino games reading mags r on gone to family friends having laughs means we go hungry again having my freedom to take food put in a microwave option is taken away
Comments
Tis is bad lost 1sr 1 was much better and it's unfinished
I love the pain you display here! Fantastic! Thank you!
Thank u but sadly it's true
r u ok ,yes i replie but can't remember time tis was true
nothing I wudnt do to know how to fight trew
find better days stand tall 2 take it all on
problems embraced challenges escaped
days go by I feel r wasted leaves a bitter taste
I'm unable to escape knowing little iv tried
sun comes up in sky birds fly by as I lay down
under achieving rarely have energy to live life
nothing I wudnt do to know how to find the girl I once knew that time has past gathered heart ache scars lost it all and don't know how 2 return ,but 1 day I pray she will return kick me up the bum to achieve believe and finally live
not excist
life