Clerical error

Can recall what the fuck happened first
I think I  blacked out agd hopped in a herse
Crashed in reverse
Now my head hurts
Forgive me if I fucking cuss
I may be concussed
Floating through consciousness
I've become numb and unconscious
Catatonic cause of the cannibas
Otherwise my heads a mess
Poltergeists control my lights
That's why sometimes the lights on and nobody's home
Maybe some things are better off left alone
Voluntarily stay in solitary confinement
Sold half my soul to the devil
If he wants ths rest he can come find it
Forged signatures drawn on dotted lines
Swords sharpened on street signs
provoking  porcupines
Wondering how sick poking em with safety pins is
I must like the pains
Keep stabbing my vein with dull syringes
Am I accepting my perception of a lull I think i see that's probably a mirage
Fallin for the facade
Poorly praying to gods halfheartedly
Ordering ordinary people around
For pretend
What if the truth is a letdown
I think I got to high
Forgot how to get down
Brain rots now detectable by smell
Things I plot are pointless
Why not nail nine non blonde moms in nylons
My vibes on vibrate
Minds behind the blinds
I'm under a lampshade in the far corner
I admit I don't know shit
Ask the owner
Bitch smash that face mask into my boner
Is it to soon to bring up the fucking rut we're stuck in
Dumb struck straggler sucked in
Another entity enticed by desire
Keep this shit up and I'll start burnZing martyr's in my proximity
I suffer from a proclivity to quietly bleed positivity from people without anyone noticing
I'll pawn your passion I snatched in passing
The word is the world is a joke
Why isn't everybody laughing