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 Not Knowing What You Feel Is Worst Than Feeling Nothing.Its Like All These Emotions But Not Being Able To Pin Point One. So Its Like Your Lost In A Sea Of These Feelings Hoping That One Is A Life Vest That You Can Latch Onto And Float With Until You Hit The Surface. But When Each Seems Like A Shark That You Have To Run Away From It Feel Like Your Stuck In The Ocean Without A Life Vest And The Ability To Swim So You're Drowning, Slowly. With Longing To Breathe Even If Its Just For Minute, You Just Want A Sweet Taste Of Relief.....