Why Nothing Falls Together

I cannot think of you without
my seeing her ..
Then I get the strangest feeling
it’s like a union
occurs somewhere between my
memories, perceptions
and our collective unconscious ..
But nothing ever
falls together these days does it ..
It just seems
to keep falling apart, as always ..
So when I do
think back on the times we once
shared, it now all
seems fragmented and distanced ..
Still, I can’t help but
smile at the tears you then shed
for one moment
back then, I thought, I might just
have meant something ..