180° of Love, 360° of Hate (Chemically Altered Version)

It wasn't OK
I remember saying
Over and over
It will work itself out
Everything, Will Be OK
It wasn't OK
Nothing, about that stage
Of my life, was ever OK
I believed in Love
And second chances
I had faith, in You
It wasn't just the loneliness
Or just the isolation, that
Breaks you mentally
It was the trust
I so freely gave, to You
Shattering my Soul
Killing this man, I once knew
Only to replace him, with a man
I used to know, a man whose life
I promised, to bury for You
Now awakening once more
From the dark room, that had no key
That I locked long ago
Readily escaping, back into the escape
I barely escaped from, back then
My only escape, from
This Life, I always escape too
Is Love, without Love
My life, would just be
A short lived escape
My Death, will be This Escape
My Life, Revolves Around Love.....