Daddy's Been Gone

Daddy's been gone for years now
Daddy's been missing in action 

Daddy left because of his new lady distraction

Makes me sick to my stomach 

Makes my skin crawl

Makes tears fall

Makes life one big
rotating clustered ball

You left and that was it

rarely ever did you decide

To answer any of my calls

I left voicemails after voicemails 

I left phone numbers
after phone numbers

Once, maybe twice,
shit, maybe not even at all

Did you ever return
anything that involved 

Some kind of physical

or, visual interaction 

Never even cared to pay attention

But I'm supposed to just be okay 

And not have any type of frustration?

Are you on drugs again?

Because something
isn't right in your head

Are you drinking again?

Because reliability is
missing from your words again 

I used to think about you 24/7

Now I can't wait for the day

Where I'm at peace in heaven

I don't wish death upon anyone 

But you're not just anyone

You're nothing. You're noone

Sometimes I wonder
if you're alive or dead

I wish I could get the
thoughts of you out of my head

But they're stuck on repeat, everything you ever meaningless said

It's been 10 years since I last saw you

And I'll be honest

There's really not
anymore tears left to shed

I'm done allowing
you to make me feel so alone 

So important, yet,
so completely dead 

Now whenever I think of you

I can't help myself but to see red 

I'll stop thinking about you

On that one final day

When you take your final breath 

And you're pronounced, dead. 

Daddy's been gone for years 

Daddy was never a Daddy

Daddy just
turned out to be a cold hearted

Sperm donor. 

S.A.D.

10/26/2025